In the end of the year, i tried to solve problem one by one, according to "Masterplan". The Biggest Plan is "Tell Her!", i always tried to tell her, telling the truth about me, her, and us. But i never got it, you know? Everytime when the moments are right, intruders, chaos, or miscommunication always come and ruined all plans.
Now, i'm thinking... Are my plans is the best for her? Why fate always ruin the right moments? Are the good things about this is, just safe it on my head and never talk to her?
And, i tried to analystic from all that questions. Firstly, i always pray to God, to bring me to the right way, maybe it's hard but i never think about hard, and yeah maybe my plans are not good for us. Second, after i thinking for first question, i realize, that's not good and why i still try? Third, if the best things are save it on my head, i can't realize how pity i'm see her, life in curious about that.
I never curious with the Time, I never regretting my Past Time, I always thanks to all what they gave to me. And yeah, maybe i'm not religious man, i live in free like birds, and because that free, almost all rule in the world never i follow it.
Seriously, now i living in desperate, hesitate, confusion.
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