I Never Thought.... I'll Die Alone....

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone 



#nowplaying Adam's Song - blink-182


I never thought I'll die alone~


Wkwkwk... udah kaya bener2 kejadian saat ini yah :/.

"Another Six Months, I'll be unknown"

Lebih cepat sepertinya :/
Sebenernya gue dah tau, berapa, siapa dan kenapa orang banyak marah ke gue. Dan gue sengaja ga pernah ngerubah, dan selalu lurus menjadi gue apa adanya.

Sampe saat ini, baru 1 yang berani ngefrontalin gue, dan emang saat dia frontalin, timingnya pas. Karena gue dah tau apa yang mau diomongin dan apa yang mau diganti. Sampe saat ini, orangnya masih sering 'ceramah' kalo misalnya ada masalah2 gue.

"Wanita lebih dewasa 2 tahun daripada Pria"

Seorang profesor dari hasil penelitiannya ngomong gitu. Yeah, i found that on thus girl who talks to me everytime.

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I never conquered, rarely came

Ya emang jarang digituin wkwkwk.
But, lately, I feel conquered, by heart and by woman. Dunno why, but it feels like torture me everytime.

It isn't a fault, if I leave you.
It isn't a fault, if I can't stand in your indifference
It isn't a fault, if I can't talk
But it is fault, if I lose the war

Kekalahan, emang sesuatu yang ga bisa di terima semua orang, SEMUA!
Hanya orang yang udah berlatih berlapang dada yang bisa terima kekalahan. Tapi sebelumnya, mereka juga ga terima kekalahan.

Just don't know what to talk about.

"Give all my things to all my friends"

To all my best and friends. Even if you didn't recognize you, I give you the things which can't replaceable. Time

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