Silence never make any sense

Shut the fuck up she said, I'm going fucking deaf
You're always too loud, everything's too loud
Now that all my friends left, this place is fucking dead
I wanna move out, when can we move out? This shit has got to stop

I'll run away

Get the fuck up she said
your life is meaningless
it's going nowhere, you're going nowhere
you're just a fuck up she said, I'll live alone instead
she said you don't care, I know I don't care

I'll never ask permission from you,
fuck off I'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home, I'm never going to come back home

I got too fucked up again, and passed out on the plane
Try to forget you, I can't forget you
No sleep on this flight, I'll think about the nights
we had to get through, how did we get through?

I'll never ask permission from you,
fuck off I'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home, I'm never going to come back home

I'll run away
I think it's time that I should leave
I think it's time that I should leave
I think it's time that I should leave
I think it's time that I should leave

I'll never ask permission from you,
fuck off i'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home, I'm never going to come back home

I'll run away
I think it's time for me to leave
(I'll run away)
I think it's time for me to leave
(I'll run away)
I think it's time for me to leave
(I'll run away)
I think it's time for me to leave



Yap, dari album Take Off Your Pants and Jackets.. Soundtrack hari ini :p


Hmm lagu ini lg bener2 cocok sm suasana gila kali ini. We know that Silence is a Gold, udah bener2 kyk kata2nya om Mario Teguh, sayang mereka ga ikutin Golden Ways saat episode ini. Dan kebetulan gue nonton dan punya rekamannya, berhubung ini adalah episode tugas bahasa Indonesia gue waktu kelas 9.


Gue bingung, gue masih inget nih om Mario ngomong "Salam Super" #ehh mksd gue om Mario ngomong kalo ga punya kata-kata yang bagus lebih baik diam. Gue ikutin, gue diem dan semuanya diem... Useless


Nah sekarang gue bingung lagi. Kalo gue ada salah, semua orang diem, gue ikutan diem. Gue ngomong, semuanya ngomong, gue diem dengerin, eh mereka ikutan diem. Sama rata sama rasa banget #ehh #kenadoktrin


Gue bingung, emang gue tuli? Kan kaga, nah salah gue kalo masukan lau pada ga gue ikutin? Namanya masukan, berarti boleh ikut ato kaga kan? Gue kaga ikutin kok ngomongnya "Ih ga ngehargain" terus diem.


Gue bingung, kalo gue ngomong, ato ngasih masukan, boro2 dengerin dlu, langsung ngomong "Suka-suka gue dong, hidup, hidup gue, kok lo ngatur. GTFHO!" terus muka gue langsung datar.


Sebenernya, gue ga perlu nulis apa-apa, karena emang lagu ini bener2 ngegambarin keadaan sekarang. Random. Complicated. And? SHUT UP!


Akhirnya gue diem, bener gue diem. Bener, hidup gue serasa film Rango. Gue someone, di balik semua ilusi dan kebohongan yang bisa gue buat. Gue nothing, saat semua ilusi kebongkar. Gue korbanin, hati, harga diri, buat seseorang, gue buat ilusi yang paling mustahil gue lakuin, dan gue sengaja gagal walaupun gue bisa berhasil. Cuma buat seseorang, gue tau, dia ga lemah, tapi ga kuat, gue tau, dia ga jahat, tapi kebaikan yang ngebuatnya jadi jahat. Gue buat ilusi dari kaca langsung gue, dan sekarang gue sengaja buat itu pecah.

"Trust like a mirror, once it's broke, then the cracks always shown" -anonymous

Gue tau, ga mungkin buat semuanya jadi bener. Dan jangan terlalu ngarep buat 'jadi' kecuali lo reinkarnasi. 1 kemungkinan kuncinya, kalo dia dah ga terlalu childish, tapi ga mungkin, karena dasarnya gue jg childish. Permainan demi permainan gue sengaja kalah dan sengaja gue menang. Andai lo yang ngerasa baca ini, gue mau ngomong sama lo, ceritain semua yang sebenarnya terjadi, bukan dari perspektif lo aja. Inget? Lo ga suka gue ngeliat dari sudut perspektif ato mengukur sesuai parameter gue, apakah lo akan kyk gitu jg? Ya kayak gue.


If you are, okay then, I got to fucked up again, miss all my things. Try to forget you, but I can't forget you. Trying seek what went wrong but you always said it was right.... You, fuck up my life :)


I'll run away, I think it's time that I should leave. Just need 1 year, and I'll not fuck your life... A n y m o r e
Cause your silence never make any sense to me. Since my heart is dead

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